transient, forever longing for a home.
I am flying back home,
yet I feel more lost than ever.
i am searching for an anchor,
something solid to root my soul.
searching for a true home that
will help my spirit take flight
to unknown heights…take me
where i will be free.
Beloved, I am weak and wary.
I want to run away from my existence,
Your love seems so far away.
Then like a warm blanket,
Your presence folds around me,
holding me still till I find find center
in You.
Passions burns out,
but Your love is an
eternal flame.
trusting in Your love,
even when I want to run away.
help me to run towards,
to be held in Your warmth.
I want to just give up,
yet You call me to love.
Love folds into me like waves of the sea.
Your love is like the ocean,
fathomless and deep.
I want to be a devoted lover of Your depths,
like Jacque Cousteau, diving deeper in the
Ocean of Your love.
I shed dead weights that drag me down,
and find life giving air and freedom in
being loved and loving You.
Beloved,
I know I haven’t been faithful,
I am easily distracted by earthly clamors.
I am trying to follow Your will and Your way, the Way of Love.
But I am too dense, and sometimes I don’t understand.
Please make Your way clear for me,
and keep it simple. I need You to say
“Hey kid, wrong way, this way!” Thanks.
Your Beloved Child.
